Back in Clarksvegas!
Well, here I am. I'm back. I made it in just about exactly 7 hours. I left sometime around 6:40, and got here right around 12:45/12:50. FABOO! How did I do that? I seriously thought that I wasn't going nearly as fast as I normally do, since I was soooo sleepy. At about 10am, with the sun beating down on me, I was struggling to stay awake. I hate that. There were no major traffic snag ups.. a construction zone in the mountains that closed a lane, but didn't really slow us down too much. Awesome. I love it when that happens, and I can just cruise!! So, I got back, had time to unpack and go to the gym before "class". We ate pizza and chatted, how fun. (but kind of a waste of time, but at least the professor paid for our pizza) Tomorrow is my last day of actual classes.. I have my research, which we'll actually DO something, and then my night one we'll probably just meet for an hour or less and wrap up. Hot damn. Then Wednesday class is another dinner, this time out at a restaurant. That'll be fun. I'm going to miss having class with all these people. All but me and one of the girls graduating are taking a groups class in the spring, but I already took it. =( How sad. I love class with all those people! But, at least a few of them will be in my other classes. One of them though, isn't going to have any of the second year or above people! ZUT! What a bummer. Oh well, I'll still see them, I'm sure.
Uh, that's about it. I put up my mini Christmas tree tonight, and put some lights on my Christmas tree plant. I've got to put up my lights around the doors, and I'll be all decorated! Not nearly as festive looking as it is at home, but it'll do, for only 2 weeks of being here. I forgot to get a timer while I was at home, so my outside lights could come on while I'm gone. Hm.
Not a heck of a lot else to say.. haven't heard a thing from Justin. I called him Friday, cuz it was his birfday.. but that was it. Don't know what his deal is.. tonight was/is Monday night footballl, and the Titans are playing, so we'll just assume he's consumed with that. I think I've decided I need to revert back to a blog entry from a LONG time ago, with some song lyrics... "There may never be a sign- no flashing neon light telling you to make your move or when the time is right... So why not take a crazy chance? Why not do a crazy dance? If you lose the moment, you might lose a lot, so why not?" And seriously consider what happens next. I hear, from Robin, via David, so we don't know how true it is, that Justin is never "going to do more than sit 6 inches from me and stare at my hand" so to speak, so if I want it, I'd better lay my claim now before someone else does. Hm. Why Robin told David this, I don't know; and why he decided he needed to share it with me, I don't know either. Supposedly b/c I am one of his best friends, and he feels should look out for me more than her (Cuz she told him this and he wasn't supposed to tell me, apparantly) Weirdness. But, I mean, what the hell kind of way to have any kind of relationship, assuming you really want it, to just sit there like a bump on a log? Yes, I suppose that could be said of me too, but I've made little subtle hints, more so than wanting to spend time with Justin. Yes, I spose I should take it as a good sign that he calls, comes ALL the way up here, invites me to do stuff, etc.. but that's not concrete "YES, I like you, there is no chance I will spaz out if you move things along" Cuz there's that little bitty % of doubt that's stopping me from getting out of this holding pattern. tthhpppppptttt. FRUSTRATION. Then how weird would it be if things didn't work out, cuz that would make a mess of hanging out with Robin & everyone. AHH. I need a sign!
ok.. gotta get to bed, I'm brain dead. I had to do a take home final, finish up my research paper (which still isn't 100% finalized, gotta do some more in the morning), and drove all day.. so my brain is fried.
Later.
OH! My hair.. it worked pretty well. I got rid of some of the crazy light blond streaks in the front. It's more my natural dark blond/light brown color, with highlights still in it. I put at least one pic on the webshots page.. I don't know if you can really tell or not. No one said anything today at work or in class.. but my mom said she could tell a lot. So, we'll see. It's a semi permanent one, that washes out in 28 shampoos, so I might try one shade darker next time, if I have to do it again.
Uh, that's about it. I put up my mini Christmas tree tonight, and put some lights on my Christmas tree plant. I've got to put up my lights around the doors, and I'll be all decorated! Not nearly as festive looking as it is at home, but it'll do, for only 2 weeks of being here. I forgot to get a timer while I was at home, so my outside lights could come on while I'm gone. Hm.
Not a heck of a lot else to say.. haven't heard a thing from Justin. I called him Friday, cuz it was his birfday.. but that was it. Don't know what his deal is.. tonight was/is Monday night footballl, and the Titans are playing, so we'll just assume he's consumed with that. I think I've decided I need to revert back to a blog entry from a LONG time ago, with some song lyrics... "There may never be a sign- no flashing neon light telling you to make your move or when the time is right... So why not take a crazy chance? Why not do a crazy dance? If you lose the moment, you might lose a lot, so why not?" And seriously consider what happens next. I hear, from Robin, via David, so we don't know how true it is, that Justin is never "going to do more than sit 6 inches from me and stare at my hand" so to speak, so if I want it, I'd better lay my claim now before someone else does. Hm. Why Robin told David this, I don't know; and why he decided he needed to share it with me, I don't know either. Supposedly b/c I am one of his best friends, and he feels should look out for me more than her (Cuz she told him this and he wasn't supposed to tell me, apparantly) Weirdness. But, I mean, what the hell kind of way to have any kind of relationship, assuming you really want it, to just sit there like a bump on a log? Yes, I suppose that could be said of me too, but I've made little subtle hints, more so than wanting to spend time with Justin. Yes, I spose I should take it as a good sign that he calls, comes ALL the way up here, invites me to do stuff, etc.. but that's not concrete "YES, I like you, there is no chance I will spaz out if you move things along" Cuz there's that little bitty % of doubt that's stopping me from getting out of this holding pattern. tthhpppppptttt. FRUSTRATION. Then how weird would it be if things didn't work out, cuz that would make a mess of hanging out with Robin & everyone. AHH. I need a sign!
ok.. gotta get to bed, I'm brain dead. I had to do a take home final, finish up my research paper (which still isn't 100% finalized, gotta do some more in the morning), and drove all day.. so my brain is fried.
Later.
OH! My hair.. it worked pretty well. I got rid of some of the crazy light blond streaks in the front. It's more my natural dark blond/light brown color, with highlights still in it. I put at least one pic on the webshots page.. I don't know if you can really tell or not. No one said anything today at work or in class.. but my mom said she could tell a lot. So, we'll see. It's a semi permanent one, that washes out in 28 shampoos, so I might try one shade darker next time, if I have to do it again.
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