Saddness

Hm. All of a sudden, it has hit me how close I am to leaving here, and I am incredibly sad. =( It's so weird to think that I won't be living in Clarksville this time next week. Man, I hate it when drastic changes take place, even if they are my own doing. I want to be closer to home, but at the same time, I could be very happy just staying here. I'm excited, sure, but also very nervous/apprehensive about all this job/internship stuff. It's pretty much "the real world", no more safe school zone. A REAL job, REAL REAL REAL. It's freaking me out. I think that's also contributing to my sadness/nervousness.. what if I suck or don't like it? Ugh, too many "what ifs".

I got the doggies today, it's so nice to have them home. It was lonely here without them, although nice to not have to worry about taking them outside or locking them up when I was gone. :-P NOw, I must sleep. I'm still not caught up. I slept like a log last night though, it was so nice to be back in my bed.