I win, hahahah!
Well, I'll be. I have a ton to write and update you on! I need one of those programs that you can talk to and it'll type up what you say! I'll have to do this in shifts, probably.
Ok, we'll start with someting a little different, and VERY interesting. Saturday night, about 10ish, I guess it was, I see David pop online (he was in Nashville this weekend, in case you've forgotten, and staying with Robin & Mike) So, he gets on, and I have my "very cute boy is on his way to see me!!" message up. So, 5 mins goes by, and he IMs me "NO! You're supposed to be coming here tonight! The 2 of you come back to Nashville!!" I came back from cleaning up something and see this and said something like "I am? I didn't know that" Cuz he was supposed to call me, we had talked about me coming down there Sat night, but I was waiting for him to get over himself and call me. So, I said, no, sorry, Justin is on his way up, and I'm in no condition to have to drive to/from Nashville. So he and/or Robin suggests that I come down Sunday am for breakfast. So I figgured what the hey, it'll be easier to do that then trying to find some other time to see him when I'm home. I guess I can give up my day to sleep in. Plus, then I could hang out for the afternoon with Robin & Mike & Justin and stuff. Fun. So, anyway, he then says something like "oh I know why you want to come down tomorrow, Justin is gonna be here all day!" (I didn't know, but figured he'd be around) Then Justin got here so I quickly signed off. (He & Robin took that as they pissed me off, and called later to make sure.. I just told them no IMer messed up) So, I get my butt out of bed SUnday am to be there around 9. Holy moly, that was not a fun time getting up, since I didn't go to bed till about 3. So, I honestly didn't think anything of it, I got a little "nervous" but not really nervous as I got closer to Robin's house, but that was it. So, I get there, and am getting the dogs out of the car and he comes out and says hello. I gave him a little hug, and that was that. He was very quiet, walked around, looked at the car, played with the dogs, blah blah blah. He really didn't say much at all, which is very unusual, and was antsy. He asked about the car and if it was all fixed, talked about Melly and his trip over, nothing too spectacular. We ate breakfast, and then sat in the living room and all talked. It was very ant-climatic. He was just weird. I, on the ohter hand, was totally fine, and ready to have a normal conversation, joke around, etc. Whatever. He had to leave at 11 to go to church with the Terrys, so he did, and I got a "it was good to see you" and a real hug this time.
Ok, here is where it gets interesting. After he left, Robin says "well, how was that?" and I said "that's the quietest I've ever seen him! What'd you do to him? heheh.. so they tell me- starting with last night: Justin called Robin to ask her the best way to get to 24 from his house, so David knew that Justin was coming to my place. So, that started it. Robin said from that point on, he was antsy and figity and was trying to come up with a reason to get online to see what I was doing. So, he finally did, and the first thing he did was check my away message, and/or see what I was doing. They both said "It burned him up" to see that and to talk to you about Justin coming up and hanging out. He was torn up and didn't know what to do with himself. And, then once we planned breakfast, he was even more nervous. Then, they said from the time he got up Sunday morning, he'd been pacing, figiting, and didn't know what to do with himself waiting for me to get there. Interesting, huh? I don't know if the rest is what they inferred, or something he actually told them, but Robin & Mike both said that he just couldn't deal with the fact that I was over it, and able to move on, because he isn't as much as he wants to be or claims to be. He totally can't deal with the fact that I'm happy and excited and don't have any outward appearance of still being hung up on him. HAHAHAHAHAH! I win I win I win! I kinda figured as much, but hearing it from them just made my day. I wonder if he'll say anything to Robin about what it was like to see me?! I think it'd be funny as hell, if he was the one that ended up having some sort of feelings come up, since I was the one worried about that.
SPeaking of which.. I'm happy to say I had no emotional reaction, as I knew I wouldn't. I had to keep looking at hime and was like "wow, I dated him? Why?" Or he'd say something and I was just like, "what on earth did I see in that?" It was weird. best test: he was sitting on the couch playing RObin's guitar and singing... NO REACTION, even to that. It was weird, and like I say, anti climatic. I was hoping for more of a reaction from him, other than wanting to see my new tattoo and saying it looked good there, better than he thought it would. No sensation at all when he hugged me. I am a little disappointed in his "reaction" in that he couldn't really directly talk to me the same way he could Robin & Mike, but I guess that goes with him not being over things yet. He did say something about me coming to visit him when I'm home next time. I don't know if it was 100% real or not, but I might take him up on it, like over Christmas, just to see if it's different when there isn't an audience, so we'd have to talk directly. I think I got more out of RObin & Mike telling me what he was like before I was there, than I did out of seeing him. But, I'm glad I got to see him and validate that I'm over him and have no emotional connection left.
No monumental developments with Justin.. he did indeed come up Saturday night, didn't get here till close to 11, I think. So, he was only here for a little bit, and we watched a movie and that was about it. Had some interesting conversation with Robin about that too.. she was asking me if she needed to get us some tootsie rolls (that's how she and Mike first kissed, sharing a tootsie roll.. so that's the running joke between everyone) and I said, well, I certainly wouldn't have any objections. Then later she pulled Justin into the kitchen and asked him something (about me/him) and he was like "no, no, not yet") and she says "well why the hell not" So, I'm not sure what exactly that was about, but perhaps it was a push in the right direction. Who knows. He made several comments over the past week that inferred things, so... whatever. next weekend I have NOTHING to do, so perhaps we can try the movie night idea again.
OK, I've got to go be productive!! I slept till almost 1 today!
More later, perhaps...
Ok, we'll start with someting a little different, and VERY interesting. Saturday night, about 10ish, I guess it was, I see David pop online (he was in Nashville this weekend, in case you've forgotten, and staying with Robin & Mike) So, he gets on, and I have my "very cute boy is on his way to see me!!" message up. So, 5 mins goes by, and he IMs me "NO! You're supposed to be coming here tonight! The 2 of you come back to Nashville!!" I came back from cleaning up something and see this and said something like "I am? I didn't know that" Cuz he was supposed to call me, we had talked about me coming down there Sat night, but I was waiting for him to get over himself and call me. So, I said, no, sorry, Justin is on his way up, and I'm in no condition to have to drive to/from Nashville. So he and/or Robin suggests that I come down Sunday am for breakfast. So I figgured what the hey, it'll be easier to do that then trying to find some other time to see him when I'm home. I guess I can give up my day to sleep in. Plus, then I could hang out for the afternoon with Robin & Mike & Justin and stuff. Fun. So, anyway, he then says something like "oh I know why you want to come down tomorrow, Justin is gonna be here all day!" (I didn't know, but figured he'd be around) Then Justin got here so I quickly signed off. (He & Robin took that as they pissed me off, and called later to make sure.. I just told them no IMer messed up) So, I get my butt out of bed SUnday am to be there around 9. Holy moly, that was not a fun time getting up, since I didn't go to bed till about 3. So, I honestly didn't think anything of it, I got a little "nervous" but not really nervous as I got closer to Robin's house, but that was it. So, I get there, and am getting the dogs out of the car and he comes out and says hello. I gave him a little hug, and that was that. He was very quiet, walked around, looked at the car, played with the dogs, blah blah blah. He really didn't say much at all, which is very unusual, and was antsy. He asked about the car and if it was all fixed, talked about Melly and his trip over, nothing too spectacular. We ate breakfast, and then sat in the living room and all talked. It was very ant-climatic. He was just weird. I, on the ohter hand, was totally fine, and ready to have a normal conversation, joke around, etc. Whatever. He had to leave at 11 to go to church with the Terrys, so he did, and I got a "it was good to see you" and a real hug this time.
Ok, here is where it gets interesting. After he left, Robin says "well, how was that?" and I said "that's the quietest I've ever seen him! What'd you do to him? heheh.. so they tell me- starting with last night: Justin called Robin to ask her the best way to get to 24 from his house, so David knew that Justin was coming to my place. So, that started it. Robin said from that point on, he was antsy and figity and was trying to come up with a reason to get online to see what I was doing. So, he finally did, and the first thing he did was check my away message, and/or see what I was doing. They both said "It burned him up" to see that and to talk to you about Justin coming up and hanging out. He was torn up and didn't know what to do with himself. And, then once we planned breakfast, he was even more nervous. Then, they said from the time he got up Sunday morning, he'd been pacing, figiting, and didn't know what to do with himself waiting for me to get there. Interesting, huh? I don't know if the rest is what they inferred, or something he actually told them, but Robin & Mike both said that he just couldn't deal with the fact that I was over it, and able to move on, because he isn't as much as he wants to be or claims to be. He totally can't deal with the fact that I'm happy and excited and don't have any outward appearance of still being hung up on him. HAHAHAHAHAH! I win I win I win! I kinda figured as much, but hearing it from them just made my day. I wonder if he'll say anything to Robin about what it was like to see me?! I think it'd be funny as hell, if he was the one that ended up having some sort of feelings come up, since I was the one worried about that.
SPeaking of which.. I'm happy to say I had no emotional reaction, as I knew I wouldn't. I had to keep looking at hime and was like "wow, I dated him? Why?" Or he'd say something and I was just like, "what on earth did I see in that?" It was weird. best test: he was sitting on the couch playing RObin's guitar and singing... NO REACTION, even to that. It was weird, and like I say, anti climatic. I was hoping for more of a reaction from him, other than wanting to see my new tattoo and saying it looked good there, better than he thought it would. No sensation at all when he hugged me. I am a little disappointed in his "reaction" in that he couldn't really directly talk to me the same way he could Robin & Mike, but I guess that goes with him not being over things yet. He did say something about me coming to visit him when I'm home next time. I don't know if it was 100% real or not, but I might take him up on it, like over Christmas, just to see if it's different when there isn't an audience, so we'd have to talk directly. I think I got more out of RObin & Mike telling me what he was like before I was there, than I did out of seeing him. But, I'm glad I got to see him and validate that I'm over him and have no emotional connection left.
No monumental developments with Justin.. he did indeed come up Saturday night, didn't get here till close to 11, I think. So, he was only here for a little bit, and we watched a movie and that was about it. Had some interesting conversation with Robin about that too.. she was asking me if she needed to get us some tootsie rolls (that's how she and Mike first kissed, sharing a tootsie roll.. so that's the running joke between everyone) and I said, well, I certainly wouldn't have any objections. Then later she pulled Justin into the kitchen and asked him something (about me/him) and he was like "no, no, not yet") and she says "well why the hell not" So, I'm not sure what exactly that was about, but perhaps it was a push in the right direction. Who knows. He made several comments over the past week that inferred things, so... whatever. next weekend I have NOTHING to do, so perhaps we can try the movie night idea again.
OK, I've got to go be productive!! I slept till almost 1 today!
More later, perhaps...
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